“Cease from
what is necessary; embrace that which gives life.”
As I mediate on
the first verses of the beatitudes, I come to an internal cycle: I am not
hungering and thirsting for righteousness, because I don’t think that I’m
empty. I’m not completely mourning my sin because I’m blind to much of
it. I’m not poor in spirit because I don’t feel spiritually
bankrupt. I do not have a constant correct picture of God’s
holiness, in order to see how sinful I truly am. I don’t have God’s
greatness in mind because I am too focused on myself. …And then we come
to the New Year Resolution time…when it's all about "me."
For a Type-A
like me, the New Year often brings new goals & checklists. As I’m
reading these Scriptures now, I begin to wonder:
- How does someone start
to not focus on themselves?
- How do I obtain what I
truly need without focusing on myself?
- How do I rejuvenate, if I don't pursing the things I need for me?
- Should I pursue or cease
from the necessary things?
- How should I embrace the
things that give life?
I’m finding,
it’s not about lists or goals. It’s not about what I can do
better. It’s not about desiring to do greater
things. It’s not even about what Christ can do through
me. It’s about making Christ glorious—in the necessary things and
the things that tend to “give life.”
So, I think the
quote above needs to be adjusted… Because if I can do the dishes and make God
look great, then I need to do the dishes. Life will happen
regardless of my internal attitude, but then it only becomes
something necessary, not something that gives life. Therefore, I’ll begin
the New Year sans lists and resolutions, but instead
hungry and thirsty for righteousness, in the necessary and in the rest. I
can't often cease from what is necessary, but instead, I will “Embrace the necessary, since Christ
gives life.”
Wow, Amy...this is an amazing post. Short, sweet, to the point, and Gospel-centered!
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